Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Monday, May 19, 2014

Why I'm Sad?

I'm not sure why I am sad but I'm feeling low. Maybe because I didn't do well in undergrad school or maybe because I didn't do well in my final exams or maybe and the most probable cause is that I didn't do well in my final year project. On the last day when everybody was happy and excited I was sad. It was killing me inside. I couldn't make it up by the end and that's the total failure and I am never so good at bearing failures.
One another thing that's making me sad. I thought that I'd ask her out, at least once, before leaving the town. That was my last chance but again I couldn't gather enough courage to speak up to her. Well now what can I wish? Maybe that she have a bright future ahead and all her dreams come true!? And also I get "another her" when I'll be in a new city for my grad school.
But god knows that I've never had thought of anybody other than her and maybe we'll meet sometimes again in future. For now I'd leave everything to god since the situation is slipping out my hands. 

Friday, April 18, 2014

Last few days left for examination

Maybe the next time I'll be reading this post I'll be graduate or maybe I'll be having my another life in M.Tech.  Life in B.E didn't go well. It's last few days for my final and last examination of B.E degree and I'm as usual not able to concentrate. When I talk to this genius girl I feel like, oh how sincere she is in her studies. I have talked to her only twice this month cause she is busy in her exam preparation even when she already had her all course covered. Maybe in M.Tech I'll do exactly like her. I'll try to be like her. This post will remind me of my mistakes I did in B.E. I'll make a fresh start. For now I'll just let go pass this B.E life as it didn't go well. The only thing that went well was that I'm able to setup a successful business and I'm able to somehow qualify in Gate Examination.  After graduating high school I thought I'd go to IITs but it didn't work out as expected then at the start of B.E I though I'd go IITs for M.Tech, but hmm, no it didn't work out as expected again. Maybe it was just a dream. I gotta wake up now. I hope that the next time I'll be reading it, I would be awake.

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

I am feeling so low

Today I am not well. Whenever I get that feeling I keep checking facebook, email an other stuffs to pass my time as I can't focus on anything useful :(