Monday, May 19, 2014

Why I'm Sad?

I'm not sure why I am sad but I'm feeling low. Maybe because I didn't do well in undergrad school or maybe because I didn't do well in my final exams or maybe and the most probable cause is that I didn't do well in my final year project. On the last day when everybody was happy and excited I was sad. It was killing me inside. I couldn't make it up by the end and that's the total failure and I am never so good at bearing failures.
One another thing that's making me sad. I thought that I'd ask her out, at least once, before leaving the town. That was my last chance but again I couldn't gather enough courage to speak up to her. Well now what can I wish? Maybe that she have a bright future ahead and all her dreams come true!? And also I get "another her" when I'll be in a new city for my grad school.
But god knows that I've never had thought of anybody other than her and maybe we'll meet sometimes again in future. For now I'd leave everything to god since the situation is slipping out my hands.